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Moving house in your 70s is a life-defining event, underlining the linearity and unrepeatability of our existence. Whether or not it’s my last move (I had thought the move here was the last) isn’t so important, but it’s a clear marker of one passage of life coming to an end and another beginning: the kind of decision and action you can’t go back on.
Walking the coastal path at this time of year is a reminder of a very different kind of time. Last week we saw the first sand martins back, this week a scattering of violets, and bluebells are coming through to replace the dying daffodils; in the garden many more flowers that had disappeared for the winter coming through, and the oregano is progressing geometrically; soon, I hope, we’ll be seeing swallows and then, last of all, the swifts. Even the human world has its cycles: the boats have now gone back in the water and European produce is returning to the supermarket shelves, replacing the ‘fresh’ fruit and veg from Peru and Kenya that we avoid buying (because of airmiles, not any objection to Peruvian or Kenyan farmers). And beyond all this, here by the sea, are the daily repetitions of the tides, ebbing and flowing as they have been ebbing and flowing since before the first humans appeared on earth and will very possibly continue after our species has disappeared (unless we take the planet with us).
Never again. Ever again.
Putting these two kinds of time together can produce opposite effects. In one mood, it can make our life-choices seem trivial and pointless, in another it consoles, for whatever we have done wrong or foolishly has not (it seems) injured the fundamental patterns of cosmic order. Faced with the historical catastrophe of the fall of Jerusalem and impending exile, Jeremiah found consolation in the thought of the fixed order of the sun, moon, and stars and the fluctuations of the sea. The world beyond our world is there, it has seen us come and it will see us go.
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