(no subject)

Uom di povero stato e membra inferme
che sia dell’alma generoso ed alto,
non chiama sé né stima
ricco d’òr né gagliardo,
e di splendida vita o di valente
persona infra la gente
non fa risibil mostra;
ma sé di forza e di tesor mendíco
lascia parer senza vergogna, e noma
parlando, apertamente, e di sue cose
fa stima al vero uguale.
Magnanimo animale
non credo io giá, ma stolto,
quel che nato a perir, nutrito in pene,
dice: — A goder son fatto, —
e di fetido orgoglio
empie le carte, eccelsi fati e nòve
felicitá, quali il ciel tutto ignora,
non pur quest’orbe, promettendo in terra
a popoli che un’onda
di mar commosso, un fiato
d’aura maligna, un sotterraneo crollo
distrugge sí, ch'avanza
a gran pena di lor la rimembranza.
A man generous and noble of soul,
of meagre powers and weak limbs,
doesn’t boast and call himself
strong and rich in possessions,
doesn’t make a foolish pretence
of splendid living or cutting a fine
figure among the crowd:
but allows himself to appear
as lacking wealth and power,
and says so, openly, and gives
a true value to his worth.
I don’t consider a man
a great-hearted creature, but stupid,
who, born to die, nurtured in pain,
says he is made for joy,
and fills pages with the stench
of pride, promising
an exalted destiny on earth,
and a new happiness, unknown to heaven
much less this world, to people
whom a surging wave, a breath
of malignant air, a subterranean tremor,
destroys so utterly that they
scarcely leave a memory behind.

(надо вернуться к занятиям итальянским, совсем забросила его)

(no subject)

Who wrote our faces chicken pox for sure
marking its o’s with a calligraphic pen
but who bestowed on me my double chin
what glutton was it when my whole soul
yearned for austerity why are my eyes
set so closely together it was him not me
waiting in the scrub for the Vened invasion
the ears that protrude two fleshy seashells
no doubt left me by an ancestor who strained for an echo
of the thunderous march of mammoths across the steppes

the forehead not too high it doesn’t think very much
—women gold land don’t get knocked off your horse
a prince did their thinking for them and a wind bore them along
they tore at walls with their bare fingers and with a sudden cry
fell into the void only to return in me

 

but didn’t I go shopping in art salons
for powders potions masks
the cosmetics of nobility
I held marble up to my eyes Veronese’s greens
I rubbed my ears with Mozart
I trained my nostrils on the musk of old books

in the mirror the face I inherited
a sack of old meats fermenting
medieval cravings and sins
paleolithic hunger and terror
an apple falls not far from the tree
the body is locked into the chain of species
 

that’s how I lost the tournament with my face

 

Zbigniew Herbert